The Truth is, I’m Getting Old
https://directorslodge.co.uk/masseuses/details/rubyThe other day I goes to my wife, “The truth is, I’m getting old”. She looks at me all perplexed like and goes, “We are already old. What happens is that you don’t feel it on the inside, but from the outside everyone can see it”.
That’s a sobering thought to be honest. And yesterday I happened to notice in the mirror that while I have long since grown used to my beard being a bit grey, I was not prepared to discover that my eyebrows are becoming noticeably shaggy.
Everybody dies. There’s nothing you can do about it. Whether or not you eat six almonds a day, drink plenty of water and exercise. Whether or not you believe in God. Although there’s no question a belief in God would come in handy. It would be great to think there’s a plan, and that everything happens for a reason. I don’t happen to believe that. And every time one of my friends says to me, “Everything happens for a reason,” I get this desire to punch them.
Mind you, all this thought of the aging process makes me crave for some of the basics in life. I remember reading once that one of the reasons a lot of men give for using sex workers is to forget about the everyday matters of life - relationships, work, and putting the bins out. For 30 minutes or 60, you can forget all of that and just focus on the pleasure of sex. I can buy into that theory, and I do on a regular basis. My life has been full of stress.
To release that pressure valve, I had decided to visit Directors Lodge to see Ruby. She looks really nice in that photo - blonde and a lovely figure. I spoke with Lisa in the first instance and she said that Ruby is into kink and she would love to explore that further. I thought, well I can help out there I guess. I’m a bit of an expert in this area.
So, in the spirit and ethos of this forum and community I shall proceed to give a factual and evidence based account of my recent adventure, with no deviations, digressions or side stories. Here goes….
….I’ve been working in Bangalore recently and just got back and I really desired sex with one of those dark haired beauties. The kind you see in Bollywood movies. I did visit a couple of temples and I also went to the cricket, but I couldn’t find a massage parlour at all. I think they are quite strict where all that is concerned. Anyway when I got back what with that and the stresses brought about by aging, I thought bugger it, I will go and see Ruby.
Anyway, I turned up at Directors Lodge and I’ve noticed that they have put up some extra yellow lines to restrict parking outside - so I had to turn right and park around the corner. I’m parked up and this bloke knocks at the car window and asks whether I can move up as he wants to park outside his house. He’s not nasty or anything. I goes “I won’t be long, I’ll be back in about 35 minutes”. He goes, “you dirty bugger” and laughs and so do I. People take sex too seriously these days.
Anyway, where was I. Oh yes, Ruby. I shall now proceed to describe Ruby. She is very pretty, with blonde hair. She has a very nice figure on her. Ample sized breastage and nice arse. In fact I really did like her arse. I would place her at early 30s ish. But I think her main thing is her attitude. It is spot on. She started by trying to establish what I am into. I think Lisa had briefed her slightly before I arrived, but she got the general direction of travel by the saliva dribbling out of the corner of me mouth, the poppers bottle and me looking like a stroke victim an all.
Ruby grabs the bottle of poppers and holds it to my nose for a count of 10 and then the next nostril. She tells me to hold my breath and then let it out very slowly. This is top quality intox I can tell you. I’m very quickly fucked up and by this stage Ruby is rubbing her pussy up and down my leg so I am getting her smell all over me and she is spitting into my mouth and kissing me with her tongue. I am licking saliva from her tongue and it is glistening and wet and it tastes beautiful. She is probably looking at me thinking what a pathetic prick. In fact she says words to that effect.
Next thing I am on me hands and knees and she is restraining my cock and balls with her hands in a very expert manner. My back is killing me this week and again I am thinking about the aging process. I don’t know about you, but I can put my right sock on completely fine. No worries whatsoever. But the left one is much more challenging. Anyway, back to my adventure. What I love is a girl who can confidently restrain your balls with one hand and tease your cock with the other. Paige was brilliant at this and so is CH. Ruby is pretty good as well. And she is instructing me to take more poppers, which is a nice touch.
I get Ruby on her back and I am now enthusiastically eating out her arsehole, I have my tongue a good couple of inches up there and to be honest, she is loving every moment and so am I. I’m making some right noises in doing so as well. And then I move to her pussy, which by this stage is well wet and I spend a lot of time on this and Ruby is making sure that I am topped up with poppers as well. She then says she wants to kiss me and lick her juices off me face which I agree to and we spend a lot of time kissing and the like. She lays on the bed and she has her legs spread open and she is calling me a “fucking loser” having to pay for sex. And this pillow talk really gets me excited and I spurt a good few days spunk all over that little piece of white bedroll they always put down to soak up the piss, spunk, drool and vomit.
And my head is spinning a bit but I feel ok and then me and Ruby have a lovely chat and there is no rush on her part to get rid of me, but then there wouldn’t be because I’m a really good looking guy of course.
Seriously, she is a really nice girl and I would have no hesitation in recommending her. She is good looking and she has a great attitude to the work. I think the only downfall for me is that because she has such a nice way about her, being cruel and nasty doesn’t come natural to her. But nether the less, she did an exemplar job.
Directors Lodge is a well run place and Lisa does not stand for any nonsense from girls who have a bad attitude.
I walk out of Directors Lodge and it is a boiling hot day. This is Pinxton at its very best. It makes me realise how much I love the summer. My best memories are nearly always connected to the summer - holidays, picnics, walking in the Peaks - all that kind of stuff. I will miss that when I cannot do it anymore.
It got me thinking on the drive back - If you were offered the chance to live your own life again, would you seize the opportunity ? The only real philosophical answer is automatically self-contradictory: 'Only if I did not know that I was doing so.' So therefore, how do we know that we are not doing that anyway. You could disappear up your own arse thinking about that concept. I might make it the subject of my next book.
To go through the entire experience once more would be banal and whereas to wish to be young again and to have the benefit of one's learned and acquired existence is not at all to wish for a repeat performance, or a Groundhog Day.
And the mind ought to, but cannot, set some limits to wish-thinking. What I often do is set some little caveats like all right, same me but with more money, slightly different parents, better looking etc…
I often think that it’s rubbish that life gives us so many more desires than opportunities
The whole adventure cost me £82.