I've been debating whether to post this, not knowing what kind of response if any but felt I needed to "speak" to someone to just get it off my chest as it's affecting my life more than I like.
Been seeing WGs on off for 10 years or so, around 1 a month and tend to binge every now and then when I meet a really fit girl, until I got bored and felt the burn in the wallet.
Found UKP a few months back, but I actually found a regular using AW search. later found out she has a few reviews here so didn't add mine ( sorry!)
Anyway, I'm totally smitten with her, and been seeing her weekly for past 4 months or so and just loving it! Having read a few threads here, realised I have the dreaded EAS as can't stop thinking about her, sometimes even checking the forum daily to see if she has a new review! And when I read a new review, there is a funny feeling - not sure how to describe the feeling.
I don't think I would do things like shutdown her AW account or post malicious reviews etc that I read some other EAS afflicted guys do. I genuinely like her as a person and would never hurt her for sure. Yup, I'm a fluffy at heart!
I know it's unrealistic and there's no happy ending here (ha!), but part of me hope we could ride into the sunset together and fuck all day long!
Reading the advice on here, I've seen a couple other girls since but that actually made things worse - I don't find them as attractive as her, and I actually pictured her in my mind when fucking these other girls.
I am sure she has plenty of regulars and used to mucks like me being infatuated,, so I guess best case scenario for me is just to continue seeing her until she retires / gets annoyed with me/ I get broke/ get caught by the wife...
Anyway realised I'm just rambling, just a needed to rant and don't really expect any new advice as there are already plenty on the forum/ wiki, so just thanks for reading and happy punting!