So you have problems with special needs people and people with dyslexia ? Cause Im sure there will be quite a few on here that has family members with special needs who might just want to say hello
No, I'm just suggesting you need to take advice from your carer. Of course so far you've not stated that you actually are dyslexic: you just used it as a suggestion or excuse that it
may be the cause of your communication difficulties. Until you make a plain statement we don't know. Until then I am of the impression that you lack personality and communication skills, possibly due to what we used to know as "being a bit backward". I really do encourage you to discuss this with your carer or a qualified adult.
However if you are just offering dyslexia as an excuse for your own failings at school, then I'm sure genuine sufferers will be interested in explaining life to you.