Renatus... this is akin to the situation that celebrities find themselves in and I have to say, like you in raising this thread, you have only yourself to blame.
To boost their careers celebrities and would be celebrities court the media, tip them off as to the comings and goings of what is happening in their lives, sometimes fabricate things knowing that it will grab media interest and generate headlines, sometimes they even bring their family and children into the media spotlight....but....but, when they don't get from the media the coverage that they hoped for or the message conveyed that they want highlighted, they then turn on the same media that they were courting and try to demonise their interest, curiosity and call for more detailed information to inform the original pitch. Ignore all advice given but not this one...please lay of attacking this forum, not a threat, just a humble request.
I guess at worst you have fulfilled a sort of desire which was at the heart of your predicament that you asked us on the forum for views on..you have received attention, although maybe not along the lines you hoped for.
Its great that you feel you are over the hump with this
, but remember if you did not find this forum to vent your spleen on, you would not have got to the point that you are at today. I am not necessarily convinced that you are immune from a relapse, should this pro$$ie issue a siren's call in your direction. Knowing that you have let go (by say posting her link out there) might just short circuit your tendency to answer such a call in the future. After all history shows that it only took 1 hour of contact with her to ensnare your emotions the last time. By the way, does this pro$$ie know you as Renatus?