How i see it is you did fall in love with WG no shame in that some of them look amazing fuck amazing etc. So nothing strange in that i bet good number of guys who punt fallen for WG just they do not want to admit it ...
I will tell you a story what happened to me when i was 16-17 ...
I was in military academy and i just past year with flying colors so my cousin who was a Brothel&Strip club owner told me he have surprise for me in club ! i knew straight away what it is so i ask can i bring few friends from academy he say bring whoever you want...
To cut story short there was around 10+ girls working there i chose one amazing looking girl she was 27 she did fucked my brains out so i continue coming back for like 3 more nights (It was all free of course ) ...When my Cousin find out that i was banging the same girl all the time he grab me nearly kicked my arse ...he told me you can come back but you cant fuck that girl anymore you can fuck any other girl you want but not that girl i told him i don't want to fuck any other girl i want that one
So the whole point of the story is if you become regular there is big chance you will fall for the girl in question,like i did,it does not have to be, but chances are bigger ...
I have a rule soon i start liking WG i just cut her off ...
I m happily married man but my work keep me sometimes for 15 days out of home i have needs
but i cant afford to fuck my life over ...
To get that girl out of your head medicine is simple Vodka&Women +spending time with your m8`s and did i say women ? Yea a lot of different women...
Good luck in recovery,get well soon