Best not to know how much realy, when you go through bad times or you youngest talks weddings , the guilt may finish you off, I'm just enjoying it for what it is, expensive fun, don't look back in anger etc, cheers V W too buzzy yapping to have noticed there my man ! bloody hell I should get a 4th hobby to take my mind off punting, oh fuck it, toooooo much fun. Live for tomorrow, there's fuck all you can do about yesterday's shit.