There is a bit of that. Put yourself in a WG's shoes for a minute. She has to tell lies all the time. She has to lie during bookings telling customers you're really good or wow, you are handsome. She has to lie to her family about how she makes a living and is able to afford her lifestyle. Most of them lie to all but their closest friends about what they really do. And almost all of them have to lie in civie type situations where they might meet another man. I'm sure they can get lonely at times. [note: I'm not feeling sorry for them as they choose their occupation]
Then she meets a guy through a booking and during conversation becomes attracted enough to want to meet outside of work. The guy already knows that she is an escort so she is able to drop her guard a bit and focus on having fun and just being herself without worrying about letting something slip out that she fucks guys for a living. Many of them aren't looking for something serious. They too want to have fun and something to look forward to outside of work.
Focus on the fun bit rather than emotional attachment and you would be surprised at how many WG's really enjoy being with someone where they can just be themselves without any fear of discovery.
Hit it right on the head, and why is the ending so much more dramatic than civvie street, the nutter i dumped in January still emails here thoughts on me every now and then, where as when or if this ends it,s only a block of a number and go get another punt.
The seeking arrangement thing is no different, she is fucking you for payment, and how many other ads has she answered? the fact you end up getting it for free does not make it any different from a wg giving for free with someone she enjoys.
All i can say is i am going to enjoy while it,s good and get out if it goes bad, done that enough on civvie street won,t be any different now. Dust myself down get on with life. I met both the ex wives this week and there is no resentment so i am sure i can deal with a wg getting bored and moving on, the next mission is to take her on a couple punt lol, focus on the fun not the eas is the best way it has been put.
What will i do if she wants to make a serious thing of it and give up the game? no idea never happened before and not my first time.
would i ask her to stop or offer money to help? Never, not my business and as for financial help i will win a game of debt poker, my credit card debt will only get beaten by a big mortgage lol. Without forcing the issue it is clear she is not after money because there ain,t none. picked the wrong one for that.
what will i do if we met another punter out somewhere? would not give a fuck, he ain,t going to come clean in front of his mates/wife/gf/bf . he is going to think i am paying by the hour and giggle inside, i will do the same knowing i am not.
Does her meeting other men for sex bother me.? not at all, i bet my wives or partners have at some point without my knowledge, been swinging with one often and if you still want to fuck her after several w/e fellas just have while i was there her doing so for work and to pay the bills won,t bother me. You cant call it cheating lol.
Like anything it,s horses for courses, right now this arrangement suits me just fine, that of course could change but after the last civvie street girlfriend turned into a bunny boiler i don,t want to be going there for a while lol. Life is short has been said several times, lose 6 years of it to illness and get given a second go when it is not what you thought or wanted to happen you get a very different prospective of life, and trust me any type of relationship ending won,t bother you.