Yeah. I’ve not been getting the rub of the green. Had a booking with a girl who’s known to be a great punt but notoriously flakey, and she sort of semi-cancelled as I was driving the hour to her. I kept going regardless saying I could do a later time and just heard nothing back. Nothing like hanging around in a Welsh valleys town in the middle of the night to make you reassess your life decisions.
Having not learned I’m currently in the process of trying to arrange a meet with another girl who’s also known to be terrible at comms. Had one message back two days ago that seemed to indicate we’d be good for today or tomorrow and not heard anything since. It’s excruciating sitting around refreshing adult work hoping they get in touch, and wondering whether you should just fuck it and go for an easier option.
Today I’ve been like, maybe I should just go for Luna in Portfolio, and get the itch scratched, but I know what I want.