Vanessa - HOD - Victoria

[jeezyuk]

Overwhelmingly positive this one

Face stunning, body average, usual top floor flat. Have fucked too many girls in that flat now
Clean and everyone friendly.

Great chat. She is a nice human being. RO, DFK, sloppy bj, sex in positions I wanted to try. She made me have a great time in reverse cowgirl too.

We were dripping in sweat with all the fucking.

I’m coming to the end of my tenure but I’m glad I saw here. I was gona flake but it was worth it

Give Vanessa a try

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[jesse4585]

Hopefully end of tenure will turn out to mean a break, not an actual end. Thanks for these reviews. 

[jeezyuk]

Hopefully end of tenure will turn out to mean a break, not an actual end. Thanks for these reviews. 

Thanks, I try to review honestly and to post so everyone can benefit

I’m in a bad space and will disappear when time’s right

You guys made my life better with this forum and your insights

Be safe all and take care

[hendrix]

Thanks, I try to review honestly and to post so everyone can benefit

I’m in a bad space and will disappear when time’s right

You guys made my life better with this forum and your insights

Be safe all and take care

Hope you'll be ok Jeezy, take care of yourself.

[lillythesavage]

Thanks, I try to review honestly and to post so everyone can benefit

I’m in a bad space and will disappear when time’s right

You guys made my life better with this forum and your insights

Be safe all and take care

Mate, either Hendrix missed the poignancy of your post, or I am overthinking it.

Help is out there but you have to seek it first, please seek it.

The answer is not on the bottom of a bottle, take a few days with a clear head, please give yourself a chance.

[anonymouse72]

Mate, either Hendrix missed the poignancy of your post, or I am overthinking it.

Help is out there but you have to seek it first, please seek it.

The answer is not on the bottom of a bottle, take a few days with a clear head, please give yourself a chance.

+1

Spunking money on these girls is probably also not a good idea in your current frame of mind. You owe them and us nothing. You do however owe it to yourself to seek help for your issues. Plenty of time for fun when you are in a better place bud.

[jeezyuk]

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[jeezyuk]

+1

Spunking money on these girls is probably also not a good idea in your current frame of mind. You owe them and us nothing. You do however owe it to yourself to seek help for your issues. Plenty of time for fun when you are in a better place bud.

Thanks for all the kind words. I’ll figure it out hopefully soon

[LLPunting]

Hey Jeezy, don't do anything rash!  Just saw that rather troubling post above, as the other lads said, don't lose yourself in this vice or any other, get some counselling from people with the experience to help you back to the light.  Better frame of mind, better punting days ahead.

Take care mate, please do seek help.  Plenty of care assistants and counsellors seem to like a bit of extra on the side, best of luck finding one to set you straight.   

[lillythesavage]

Thanks for all the kind words. I’ll figure it out hopefully soon

Been there mate, but for a caring, patient yet persistent wife, I was not interested in seeking help. Bloody glad I did.

Give yourself a break, everybody needs one sometime, no booze, no punting, clear head for a while to think things through, the stigma of mental health problems is not there anymore.

Start with the Crisis team, you can contact them yourself, open up to them and you will be amazed at the access to services, both mental and physical care and investigation, you skip the waiting lists.

All I can say is, THERE IS LIGHT AT THE END OF EVERY TUNNEL, If I can talk about my problems on a public forum when I never wanted to seek help, I hope it gives you something to think about at the very least.

Keep your head up.

[jeezyuk]

Definitely not considering anything silly, 100%. Not brave/stupid enough for that tbh

Objective atm is to have a long rest and do nothing and see if I can focus on something positive

Appreciate the concern. You guys are really good people

Sorry I put my problems on here. I shouldn’t have. Just been a bad time

If any consolation , tomorrow 1700 I’ll have a loved one shaking the daylights out of me and telling me how stupid I am, will report back how sober I get and how empty my account ended up

Seems like my weekend couldn’t have been worse than the Liverpool fans in Paris. No tear gas, just tears 

[lillythesavage]

Definitely not considering anything silly, 100%. Not brave/stupid enough for that tbh

Objective atm is to have a long rest and do nothing and see if I can focus on something positive

Appreciate the concern. You guys are really good people

Sorry I put my problems on here. I shouldn’t have. Just been a bad time

If any consolation , tomorrow 1700 I’ll have a loved one shaking the daylights out of me and telling me how stupid I am, will report back how sober I get and how empty my account ended up

Seems like my weekend couldn’t have been worse than the Liverpool fans in Paris. No tear gas, just tears 

Thank fuck for that, and thanks for saying it, you were not coming across that way to me.

Forget about the money, it is gone, take that break, try and lay off the booze, and listen to that loved one, whatever they do or say is out of concern and to try and help you, been there.

Good luck and I hope things turn round for you, take all the help anyone gives you and things will turn round, somethings you cannot do on your own.

Was going to use the cheers emoji  , thought better of it, this will do 

[jeezyuk]

Thank fuck for that, and thanks for saying it, you were not coming across that way to me.

Forget about the money, it is gone, take that break, try and lay off the booze, and listen to that loved one, whatever they do or say is out of concern and to try and help you, been there.

Good luck and I hope things turn round for you, take all the help anyone gives you and things will turn round, somethings you cannot do on your own.

Was going to use the cheers emoji  , thought better of it, this will do 

Thanks for that

Yes I’m a worrier, a coward, I live with a lot of punting guilt and a broken heart

I want to come out of it and make the right choices, it’s just hard at the moment

Thanks for all support

[lillythesavage]

Thanks for that

Yes I’m a worrier, a coward, I live with a lot of punting guilt and a broken heart

I want to come out of it and make the right choices, it’s just hard at the moment

Thanks for all support

No worries, I kid you not, I do not know you, but you had me in tears last night, I could feel your desperation through your posts.

A broken heart takes time to fix, but fix it will, you have to give it time though. A worrier you might be, a coward you are not.

You reached out, ok, to strangers you may never meet, you have met some through the GB thread I know, reaching out is the start of recovery.
Through it all, you still manage to come and share your experiences, your mind still prioritises  , let it prioritise yourself for once, you have to learn to love yourself.
We all know you have a lot to give, your posts and reviews show it, along with your GB exploits, very obviously people like and trust you, trust yourself 

[jeezyuk]

No worries, I kid you not, I do not know you, but you had me in tears last night, I could feel your desperation through your posts.

A broken heart takes time to fix, but fix it will, you have to give it time though. A worrier you might be, a coward you are not.

You reached out, ok, to strangers you may never meet, you have met some through the GB thread I know, reaching out is the start of recovery.
Through it all, you still manage to come and share your experiences, your mind still prioritises  , let it prioritise yourself for once, you have to learn to love yourself.
We all know you have a lot to give, your posts and reviews show it, along with your GB exploits, very obviously people like and trust you, trust yourself 

Thanks, you’re too kind

I am sober and watching nadal v Djokovic
Should have thrown my money behind that or gone to Monaco GP instead

I have to learn my lessons and be smarter

[lillythesavage]

Thanks, you’re too kind

I am sober and watching nadal v Djokovic
Should have thrown my money behind that or gone to Monaco GP instead

I have to learn my lessons and be smarter

 

[jeezyuk]

Got a question for everyone. Reflecting on what has been a difficult weekend and year for me, I started looking at the numbers to rationalise/quantify how much I regret/appreciate my punting experiences to date and how much I could have saved if I never went out as much

My accounting shows that in 5.75 years, I have spent:

22.08k on all entertainment
10.4 on all punting related activities
= 47.1% of all my entertainment was punting
If I take off Berlin which was 1k and the trip of a lifetime to Artemis = 42.6%

I estimate 2220 (includes transport) of that 9.4K (excluding Berlin trip from 10.4K) were bad punts + transport. 21.3%

My wg count is 93 , I’ve had 20 odd neutral/negative experiences.

If someone told you in 100 punts you’d have 21odd crappy ones, is that a successful punting career?

Is 22.08k in 5.75 years, too much on entertainment in general?

Is 10.4K on punting in 5.75 years, too much?

Keen to get perspectives here.

I have previously done a thread on finances and net spend etc. and there are people who spend way more than I do.

Just curious where the above stacks up with what the rest of you have/do spend.

Mind you my salary averages 40k annually over that 5.75 year period
So on average 10% of earnings have gone into pure entertainment.. 4.5% roughly comprises punting

I find myself alone, scratching my head, wondering what I could have done with that money otherwise, whether the experiences were worth the money , whether the lost relationship and hard personal/emotional lessons I have now learnt were worth it. To me I should have been far more sensible over this time and taken far fewer risks. I’m probably lucky to be in the condition I’m in , mostly in tact except for scrambled brains

Appreciate some perspective when everyone has some time 

Overthinking is my specialty

[lillythesavage]

what is done is done, the money is never coming back, try not to worry about it, I would have no clue what I spent on what over a period of time, it goes and gets forgotten. I rarely know how much cash is in my pocket, when it is empty, I fill it again.

Relationship is another subject, great believer in if it is meant to be it will be, if the relationship is perfect you would do anything to keep it and not put it at risk. If cracks are there, you may be able fix them, but you cannot paper over them. That goes for both sides too.

No idea why you heart got broken, it really does not matter, you can look to place blame, on yourself or the other party, but for what? It will change nothing.

To answer your question, around 10% sounds sane to me, nothing extravagant and not something to worry about, if only half is punting, def. nothing to worry about, seems quite balanced to me.

You have mentioned the broken heart a couple of times now, you know the root, concentrate on moving on, it will mend if you let it.

[jeezyuk]

what is done is done, the money is never coming back, try not to worry about it, I would have no clue what I spent on what over a period of time, it goes and gets forgotten. I rarely know how much cash is in my pocket, when it is empty, I fill it again.

Relationship is another subject, great believer in if it is meant to be it will be, if the relationship is perfect you would do anything to keep it and not put it at risk. If cracks are there, you may be able fix them, but you cannot paper over them. That goes for both sides too.

No idea why you heart got broken, it really does not matter, you can look to place blame, on yourself or the other party, but for what? It will change nothing.

To answer your question, around 10% sounds sane to me, nothing extravagant and not something to worry about, if only half is punting, def. nothing to worry about, seems quite balanced to me.

You have mentioned the broken heart a couple of times now, you know the root, concentrate on moving on, it will mend if you let it.

Yep starting to realise I make things into too big of a deal at the moment but it’s definitely linked to other things than punting and I’ll hopefully make it out of this mindset soon. I’ve never been chaotic like this. Just been an up and down 12 months

Just want to shake it

[lillythesavage]

Yep starting to realise I make things into too big of a deal at the moment but it’s definitely linked to other things than punting and I’ll hopefully make it out of this mindset soon. I’ve never been chaotic like this. Just been an up and down 12 months

Just want to shake it

Give yourself a chance, you will. 

[char45]

I don't keep detailed records but made a rough guess and think at the peak of my punting several years ago I was spending about 10% of my after tax income on it. I regret that now but I can't do anything about it.

I've had a quick scan of ONS data and its about 13% of disposable  income spent on recreation and culture so your spending doesn't seem excessive.

I'd be interested if someone did an analysis of reviews, 20% negative sounds high by my standards, but could be my standards are lower and when I was punting more it was usually with regulars.

Take care of yourself, if punting or other behaviour is compulsive seek help

[Jimmy The Gent]

Yep starting to realise I make things into too big of a deal at the moment but it’s definitely linked to other things than punting and I’ll hopefully make it out of this mindset soon. I’ve never been chaotic like this. Just been an up and down 12 months

Just want to shake it

Take a bit of time off. Punting is great when you're in the right frame of mind, but when you're not I don't think it really helps matters.

Forget about the money - if you're anything like me, if you weren't spending it on girls you'd be spending it on something else unnecessary. Money spent on experiences makes people happier than money spent on material possessions, and money sitting in your bank account is doing fuck all. As long as you can afford the basics, spend whatever you like on entertainment in whatever form, within reason.

[jeezyuk]

The alcohol was compulsive , the wgs just a side effect

I measured my 20% solely based on money I could have avoided spending + negative or neutral reviews

I avoid the same girl twice except for these that just sorta happened:
- Sarah from hod
- kasia and Ivana from tpc
- Stephanie gold
- might be missing one or two but these are who I remember doubling up

I’m glad in my compulsiveness I went crazy at HOD. Consistently clean and good looking girls. TPC was getting filthy premises recently and the girls weren’t great like the old days. AW largely hit and miss and you aren’t sure what you’re getting

Money poorly spent recently but I don’t regret those HOD punts even if I regret the cash spent

I think my 20% has largely to do with me trying a lot of new girls and I think others on here might have appreciated my reviews of all the different girls rather than just same one endorsed continuously. That’s what I tell myself to try and make 20% feel better. I really tried to give back to this community so thanks for giving back in my crazy hour.

I’m sitting here and realising I’m upset over 10grand when I have so much good to be grateful for

Definitely resting the punts for a while. Need to rest the liquor. I’ve only drank for 6 years of my total lifespan. This last one just been over the top. Prob worth it to go back to the old days of sober. 

Quite glad I didn’t punt or drink until I started earning my own money. Atleast all my pain is self-absorbed (into my paycheck)

I’m glad for these memories the most:
- TPC when Gina snake, Ivana and Luisa were there
- Woofie gangbang
- Artemis Berlin
- Apple, Vanessa, Kat, Jess, Bunny, Viva, Tori, effy, Riley, Rebecca @ HOD
- pixie and Gigi @ Foxxx parties

Highly recommend Artemis for those who haven’t been

[lillythesavage]

The alcohol was compulsive , the wgs just a side effect

I measured my 20% solely based on money I could have avoided spending + negative or neutral reviews

I avoid the same girl twice except for these that just sorta happened:
- Sarah from hod
- kasia and Ivana from tpc
- Stephanie gold
- might be missing one or two but these are who I remember doubling up

I’m glad in my compulsiveness I went crazy at HOD. Consistently clean and good looking girls. TPC was getting filthy premises recently and the girls weren’t great like the old days. AW largely hit and miss and you aren’t sure what you’re getting

Money poorly spent recently but I don’t regret those HOD punts even if I regret the cash spent

I think my 20% has largely to do with me trying a lot of new girls and I think others on here might have appreciated my reviews of all the different girls rather than just same one endorsed continuously. That’s what I tell myself to try and make 20% feel better. I really tried to give back to this community so thanks for giving back in my crazy hour.

I’m sitting here and realising I’m upset over 10grand when I have so much good to be grateful for

Definitely resting the punts for a while. Need to rest the liquor. I’ve only drank for 6 years of my total lifespan. This last one just been over the top. Prob worth it to go back to the old days of sober. 

Quite glad I didn’t punt or drink until I started earning my own money. Atleast all my pain is self-absorbed (into my paycheck)

I’m glad for these memories the most:
- TPC when Gina snake, Ivana and Luisa were there
- Woofie gangbang
- Artemis Berlin
- Apple, Vanessa, Kat, Jess, Bunny, Viva, Tori, effy, Riley, Rebecca @ HOD
- pixie and Gigi @ Foxxx parties

Highly recommend Artemis for those who haven’t been

Thinking Positive already, big difference from a few days ago, memories rather than regrets

[snagz]

You can't take money with you, if you've earned it, spent it (without getting into debt) and been happy then you'll have good memories. I don't think I've regretted many encounters as I married young and wasn't adventurous back then.
I hope you find your good place again. Talk to people, even if it is here.

[jeezyuk]

You can't take money with you, if you've earned it, spent it (without getting into debt) and been happy then you'll have good memories. I don't think I've regretted many encounters as I married young and wasn't adventurous back then.
I hope you find your good place again. Talk to people, even if it is here.

Sound advice.

Definitely not in debt. Not yet anyway but with 100£ to fill up the gas tank, I need to ease up on punts

The tories need to subsidise punters

[Rapha]

George Best on money
"I spent a lot of money on booze, birds and fast cars. The rest I just squandered."