My first punt a handjob. Happened 2018, Lush escorts, name victoria- she was a curvy Romanian 25+. I remember being shit scared. Thinking ill get robbed or arrested or catch an std.
So i called lush, booked the girl. Took a taxi and got there and then got the room number. Going to the room, i was so scared. I was thinking, "Cant believe I am about to do this."
Got inside the room, did the paperwork. Told her i wanted a striptease a handjob; 2 to be precise, and a cuddle. She was cool. She had big breast, I did squezze them, she was like, "wow, they are not toys
"
I came, she cleaned me up, we cuddle. She said i was nice, gave me a kiss on the cheek. Left and felt awkwardly happy but lonely. I had not had sex in years and plus i am disabled, physically. It felt like a safe option. but i did wrestle with the idea of paying for it.
She was nice though. had a pretty face.