its a bit hypocritical coming from you....all i read from your posts is the constant lording of miss goodie two shoes Keeva and her chocolate starfish. I for one have seen both so my judgement of either is accurate. .... i'm no phycologist so who knows? what happened to freedom of speech (text)?
You have replied to HC, but I would like to reply to that pretending you said that towards my original post that HC replied to. I am saying what I am saying because I have been in the similar boat. If you search the forums for the word "Vicky" you will find pretty much a lot of similar type of posts by me.
And what happened. she retires from this profession, and the deep down feeling I have is my adoration posts kind of prompted it. The way her retirement came about I am kind of thinking there is a good unfortunate possibility on that I kind of helped in her wanting to quit this.
In hindsight if I could go back to
1. Singing the praises of her and her staying retired.
2. Me maybe not doing that and keeping schtum and being allowed to keep punting her to this day.
I would pick number 2.
So what I am saying is what option do you like the sound of better.
1. Not going on about her and keep booking
2. Keep going on about her and quite possibly her being pissed off to see you when you book, her giving you deliberately a poor service so you no longer want to book. Or just blatantly saying don't let this guy book me no more to the guys at Diamonds.
Unfortunately its a shit world and it would be great if these girls who knock you for six during a booking would suddenly go, right I am going to quit this and be with you, but it doesn't happen in this world.
The only other thing to say is, she already knows you clearly fancy her. She would have to be stupid to think that is going to change, by keep banging on about it you are not achieving anything else than if you played it cool now and did not mention it no more.