I really would like to stop. I've got a gf who is up for it a lot, and a child I love. The gf puts out when I want it, whenever I want it, but problem is I usually don't want it with her! I love seeing random girls who I don't give a fuck about who I can do what I want to. I love it, but I know I can't keep doing it for ever. Chances are one day I'll get caught, and at £80 average a time (usually only do 30mins), I'm spending an awful lot of money which I could spend on my child. Every punt I say it'll be my last, but every week I cave and go see another.
Has anybody else had this problem? Is it an addiction you can't control? If so, have any of you overcome it, and how? I'd really like to stop, to not need all these girls and to just be happy with what I've got, but I just can't help myself.