Holy shit this has escalated quickly

I wasn’t even gonna bother replying after being scorned but by no means is this her fault, I had my chance and I blew it. This has got way out of hand and looks like I’m sobbing on the ground because I wasn’t able to see Paloma but it’s not the end of the world shit happens. As she said, there is plenty of girls about so it’s not all doom and gloom but it’s my own fault and I accept that.
Paloma, I do not expect this to change things remotely but I apologise for any disgruntled comments you may have received or read particularly my own. You made your point but perhaps it’s best just to leave it at this? I do not wish to cause anymore toxicity on this review and I accept what you have to say.
I apologise for the multiple messages, emails and voice messages as I was simply just overly eager to meet you and I didn’t think at the time how off putting that would be. I have been shamed on clienteye in the past to be made out as something I’m not and since there is no way I can comment or report to admin about the reports it is set in stone. However, not everything is what it seems - I have mentioned previously about being given bad rep on clienteye because I refused to pay deposits of £50-100+ And was labelled as time waster. Not that I expect anyone to care, but it is what it is.
Not to be a monologue Mandy but that is all I have to say. This is simply a hobby and rather expensive one too and perhaps I should think more carefully about how I approach someone next time.
Again, apologies Paloma.
TTFN