+1.
Prophet i don't know you and i won't claim to & i sincerely hope you are getting back to your regular self (whatever that may be) as soon as possible.
What i feel compelled to say though if you're not naming this girl either now or in the future for hope of some form of reconciliation with the girl in question then i would strongly advise you to reconsider. This girl has showed her true colours & her actions have clearly hurt you in some capacity. You need to cut your losses (no pun intended) and forget she ever exists. We on here don't know the ins and outs of what happened but she sounds like an arsehole. One you don't need around you.
I'd echo what others have said though & for all anyone knows she's targeting the next punter already. Particularly IF she's a popular escort & punters on here are unknowingly adding positive reviews for her and increasing her reputation & her bank balance whilst this is happening in the background. Your silence is only helping her.
I understand I have upset a few of you and not my intention.
PLEASE give me some time. I am seeking help to get through this
Short insight
Last year she started saying she had health problems, issues with her house...
I arranged a house viewing for her
She asked for prescription drugs (birth control) but told me not to mention on UKP...that's when I got sight of UKP for the first time
She said she was not making enough...couldn't go home to see her family
I assisted....then she cut me off. It broke me mentally as NEVER let anyone get through my emotional barrier...she was the first one (personal reasons) in many many years
After chasing her as to why go cold after we had been "dating"...I finally got some control and messaged her to say look it's ok. Good luck for the future and goodbye
This was on a Sunday morning. I felt good. Strong. Like I had finally got over it....but then she messaged me back the same say to say come see her....and then I was truly suckered in
What followed was constant depletion of resources until she got exactly the figure she needed and then went quiet.
I admit I chased her. I couldn't understand what I had done wrong. It broke me mentally.
This year has been torment.
There is more. But I share this to a) get it out and I have tried and tried.
I don't seek a reconciliation. It's mentally fatiguing
I'm sure some will now say here he goes again....
I just wanted to use my peer group of OPs for advice and comfort. It's not something you can share easily
Give me some time. Thats all I ask