I think because although I have punted for some time now I have always felt at odds with it within my soul, if I can use that word
Perhaps the influence of coming from a religious background may be at the very heart of it.
This incident it is not easy for a 'proud' never had to think about it in these terms before - hetrosexual, is not an easy thing to take. I wonder if this instinct or cultural learning where the hatred from homosexuality stems from? Then there is chasing of the Holy Grail, No longer enjoying punts has all rolled into one. 
Maybe in a few months, with the weather warmer, women wearing less attire I may get the pecker up.
Whilst you are here listening to my thoughts deep within can you kindly change the review to negative on the basis of false pretences?
Cheers 
I totally get where you're coming from. Punting is always our 'dirty little secret' and amongst kindred spirits on here we can share that, mull it over, rationalise it, and also search out punts that are in some way - if not totally, for a certain time at least - fulfilling.
Regarding this punt specifically, it must be said you went into it with a strong suspicion of what was eventually borne out to be true (and you were open about it): namely, this voluptuous female creature and object of temporary desire used to be not what she now appears to be. Whatever that big talisman of self-identified sexuality is, which so many of us cling onto at all costs, is it such a big thing to explore? Does that change what we call ourselves, or see ourselves as? I would venture, not. You see yourself as defiantly (and also definitely, for those who seem not to know the difference) heterosexual. That need not change, there need not be any hand-wringing.
If the only thing that really made you feel bad about this punt was the deception this girl perpetrates on her AW page, you don't need to feel that way. You pretty well knew of that deception.
You and I know (and many others here) that your and my punting habits are quite different, albeit that they overlap. I know you wouldn't see some of the girls I see. But if you saw a gorgeous girl - and you saw her as a gorgeous girl, before, during and immediately after the punt - why should a picture you see the next day on UKP make you feel any differently?
It's really no big deal. She looks like a girl, she has big knockers and a lovely big arse, and...a fanny, which you enjoyed exercising. That makes her a girl. And by the sound of it she enjoyed being with you, despite being pissed off at your probing questions.
In amongst all of this of course is this Coronavirus shit, which descends a dark grey pall over all our heads. There's general fear, discontent and concern which pervades every area of our lives because of it. That sets a general frame of mind which is negative, and we're all feeling it.
Hold on to the fact that this will all pass (I wouldn't mind betting, before summer has gone) and it'll feel like Spring all over again. And yes, women everywhere will be keen to show off what the men have been missing, namely a bit of you-can-look-but-you-can't-touch titillation down your local park.
To finish off this rambling and probably incoherent post, I'll relate a little story: some time ago I went for a routine check-up at a GUM clinic. In amongst all the peeing, pricking, blood-letting and swabbing, came the questions. One of these was 'are you bisexual?' I said 'well I've never fancied blokes at all and I don't now, not even pretty boys, but over the last couple of years I've found that I like to see pretty pre-op Trans girls sometimes.
So why don't you fill in that question as you deem appropriate?'
In summary I would say don't worry mate, yours didn't even have a cock!
