Hello,
Yes, I suppose I might be an unusual case. A girl who wants to go ‘on prostitutes’. That's me.
I need to emphasize first that I'm interested in girls of course. Forget guys. I am a weak bisexual if anyone asked, but frankly, I like to say that me and women are a never-ending story. So how comes I never got laid yet? :/
I bet it indeed seems very odd for a reasonably good-looking (I'm no bloody butch hell no!! And guys do approach me, but that's
not what I
want), ambitious 19-year old to want to go in that direction.
Let's just say I'm an emotional wreck for starters. Treated my first love very seriously, but what can you do when the subject of your affections is a female teacher with a goddamn boyfriend? I've almost killed myself over this and are now on antidepressants that keep me reasonably sane.
But physical closeness is something what I crave a lot lately. Masturbation no longer cuts it. I would definitely say I am sexually frustrated.
So how comes I don't just go to a lesbian bar or whatever and try to flirt with some girls?
Oh, I wish it was that easy. First of all, I don't like such places. I can't really see any entertainment aspects of those, they don't play my kind of music and I'm an abstinent also. Secondly, given there are only freaking 2 (!) lesbian bars in whole of London (what the heck!!!), I'd get recognised quicker than I'd want to sooner or later. And not gonna lie, I'd rather remain closeted.
Another thing is that I am actually quite shy (somehow) and beautiful women easily mess with my head. I doubt I'd have enough confidence at this point to woo a woman I'd want for myself. And I'm also terribly insecure. I've only recently admitted to myself that I'm not ugly after all, but I'm still convinced I look like a caricature of a woman. As I said before I'm 19 but look like, well - 16? My Parents tell me I'd love it later, but so far I hate it. I want to look like a real woman for crying out loud, with
curves and an
actual figure. But I'm rather flat, goddammit. I don't think I could ever be attractive enough for a top-shelf lady I am after. My point is I am very awkward and often find social interaction quite difficult.
And yeah, here's another thing. I am verrrry choosy when it comes to women. Only the prettiest chicks interest me, can't help it. My idea of beauty deviates slightly from what guys like - most of those women guys generally seem to like - I find vulgar, and I rather stick with gentler types of looks so to speak. English Roses would count as a type I like methinks. And just adding it to be sure - I like women who look like icons of femininity, so of course femme only. Long hair, slender statuesque figure and pencil skirts would be my weaknesses.
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TL;DR -
just some background info on how the heck I ended up where I am now 
And so it comes to this. Call me crazy but looks I have no choice but to lose my virginity with an escort, oh boy… Judge me all you like, but that's my decision. I've been putting this off for months, but can't really see no other way. Can't do much about the state of my life.
So I've been researching for a bit, reading the Wiki, too, and here's some inquiries I'd like to make:
– How likely am I to be served as a female in a Soho walk-up flat? 70A Berwick Street seems like a good option btw (this way of things seems a cheap, most easily-accessible option. Remember I'm 19 and ain't got that much cash yet.)
– Will I not get laughed off? I suppose if escorts do serve a woman once in a while, it's some crusty old lady lol. A decent-looking 19yr-old showing up could give them a shock, I bet they've seen a lot but my case would rather be unheard of.
– What happens if I bumped into another punter in the ‘waiting area’? Lol I don't want them to think I'm an escort too. Or even worse, to try to hit on me :/ I'm a client!
– Do fares for girls vary from how much a guy would need to pay? I'm looking on spending no more than £50 to be fair, but quickie it won't be…
– Are the timings also the same? Note lesbian sex tends to be, umm a bit longer
As I said above, it won't exactly be a quickie.
– What kind of packages would be offered for girls anyway? I'm interested in tribbing (proper lesbian sex as I call it), oral and boob play
– Any security precautions I'd need to take? Remember as a girl I am potentially more vulnerable. Of course not gonna bring anything valuable; also decided to bring my old phone instead of current new one.
– Lesbian STDs are rare but how does it look like when it comes to protection for GOG sex? Is there any offered, or do I need to bring something, or is it safe enough not worry about it?
– What would you say grooming-wise?
Yes I'll shave everything, good grief! And I'll do nice make-up and apply perfume, too. Hmm and clothes, would leggings be good? I should dress a bit sexy I suppose. Oh god, and underwear… :/ I know it's all supposed to come off in the end, but well-
– Alternatively, I've browsed some WGs actually, and found a girl that interested me, yay! Says she's bi, too, so all good. She wants a bit more than £50, but that's alright. But there's only one problem: she only does Outcall. Is there any other way than home (hell nope) or hotel??? And cheap, too :/
– Anything else I need to know? Mind you, it's more like a one-off thing than spiraling down the path of addiction xD I don't have money for all that anyway.
– Any recommendations? E.g. Serving girls, friendly, professional, attractive, beginner-friendly {note: I will soon login on laptop and upload a few pics of some women I fancy on here to give you lot an idea what I want, so if any of you guys know a WG who matches their looks, please let me know asap}
