Fuck me imagine for a second Kylie, if this wasn't you posting as FMJ. It would be the worst case of EAS ever. It would be embarrassing to have such a client who so believed the fantasy that you give a fuck what he thinks or feels. The extent that he white knights for you and makes himself look a total cunt in the process, would generate a mixture of guilt, awkwardness and probably a sick power trip. It reminds me of the scene in Monty Pythons Holy Grail where despite having both arms and legs chopped off, the soldier still keeps coming back for more, in the certain belief of triumph over adversity.
So in summary either you haven't changed a bit since kettlegate because you're still failing to take honest responsibility for your own actions, or you haven't changed a bit since kettlegate because you don't give a shit who you allow to be used by you.