Yes two cancellations - both with apologies and explanations, both with notice (though admittedly short) and both for genuine reasons.
1st cancellation - I was ill:
I don't work when I am ill. In selling my body, my body becomes the product. If this product is damaged in any way, I will take it off the shelf until it is fixed. I would not accept money in exchange for a knowingly faulty product.. Whether this be my body as an escort or a camera I've put up on eBay. I have strong ethics against dishonesty and greed.
* I rearrange the booking with Mr B *
2nd cancellation - Family problems which later developed into a family tragedy (I am not at liberty to discuss intimate family details on a punting forum and won't although I will probably share this information with my most trusted regulars who have always respected my privacy and proved to have my best interests at heart..):
As I had already cancelled Mr B previously, despite my situation, I felt inclined to gather my strength and proceed ahead with the booking so as not to let him down for a 2nd time. I respect the time and effort punters put in to seeing me and reciprocate this whenever possible.. Relevant example.. I had taken 3 hours out of my personal time to adapt and create a game to play in todays booking to ensure Mr B's pleasure and our mutual enjoyment was paramount. The Un-paid time invested was irrelevant.. Pleasing him was.
On the day of the booking I woke up still considerably upset and began to reevaluate my mental state in terms of going through with a meeting today. The simple answer was I couldn't. It wasn't fair. Not only do I sell my body in meetings but I also invest a huge part of my real self into them. A lot of people have commented that what stands me apart from other escorts is my ability to be present and give myself up to each person and each individual situation. Perhaps this is a trait that only true submissives can apply. Whatever the case, I believe this to be a big part of my USP. Without complete presence, I feel I have no right to charge the premium prices I do and therefore cancelled Mr B for a 2nd time as I knew I couldn't give him 100% and wouldn't have been satisfied in providing him with any less. I let him know, said sorry, offered him a new date as well as a discount to further emphasise my sincerity and own disappointment.
Other people were cancelled this week too so it was clearly nothing personal but judging by his words, Mr B appears to have taken it so.
In my opinion, I did everything I could in this situation to put Mr B's quality of service first.. In fact, it was my altruistic attempt to stick to the plan regardless of any personal upheaval which has ultimately led to this negative review. Does that make me a bad prossie? Would this review have been a positive had I opted for the selfish agenda of taking his cash when my head and heart weren't in it and faked my way through it? That's what my stereotype is expected to do right? Rubbish. I'm happy to be considered unpopular by those undesirable clients that view me as no more than a sex doll and fail to apply any empathy towards another human being during a period of distress as it means I can reserve my best for those that do.