I've absolutely nothing to add except to say that the last fucking thing anyone needed was this, Marty Beast. In throwing your toys out of the pram you've possibly ruined some people's lives, caused ongoing anxiety to countless others, exposed innocent children to god knows what, caused the police (I think) to come knocking on your own door, made a lot of decent WG's lives miserable and anxious and for what exactly? Because some people on a forum thought you were a bit of a prick and a handful of girls decided they wouldn't see you. As far as I can see that's all you ever had to complain about. And yet, at your worst, you think this gives you the right to fucking threaten people.
It's almost unbelievable. The length of this thread is down to the fact that we can't believe that anyone in their right minds would behave as you have done.
You have made a bad situation incalculably worse by your actions. Assuming that professional "help" doesn't come from the boys in blue, which is what you certainly deserve, do yourself - and all of us - a favour and seek help NOW. Little Katie was absolutely right when she said that to you MONTHS ago.