Two threads the same here is what I posted in the other
I don't know why I do it, I went for 7 years without having a physical experience with a female prior to punting, or I could in theory stuck with xhamster forever
I all but given up on an emotional connection with anyone ever
I think my reason for starting was a mound of problems building up I stepped back from it and thought fuck I haven't done this, this or that
I have always had an end of times attitude towards life, but the time is feeling really fucking nigh of late so I'm just working through things I want to do but put off