A couple of weeks ago someone's review made me think that I have to see Madlin before she disappears into the enclave of trusted regulars. So I did. I'm glad I did, because it makes me realise what I want.
I'd asked MM to dress up as a sexy student in shorts, tight top etc and she obliged. And looked as fit and hot as any straight male could possibly desire. Irrestistable. But I'm a crusty old grey-haired git and for pretty much the first time in my punting career I thought: you're absurdly playing out of your league here, sunshine. Her nipples are only getting hard because any randomly-applied ice cube would do as much. It has fuck-all to do with you.
Maybe I've been spolied, or just more straightforwardly totally brought the performance. At any rate, tonight with MM was a look-in-the-mirror moment. I mean, she was great: I am very grateful that I got a long, slow, brilliant blow job from her, because her expertise in that area is stunning. We talked about what she was doing with her tongue, so that I could try to replicate it on her pussy, which I couldn't, but that was worth the price of admission alone - she can take you, and hold you, at the edge in ways that ought to be videoed for the Library of Congress. She does orally to your cock everything you could reasonably wish to have done - but I just didn't feel that her complete expertise was terribly arousing for her. Brilliant though it was, it felt like an expert demonstration done for the benefit of numpties - in this case, me.
We fucked in loads of positions, and reverse cowgirl was particularly well-calibrated and hot. But I just got the sense that she could do all this in her sleep. It wasn't that she was unenthusiastic, it's just that I was left feeling that here's this audaciously beautiful and expert woman paired with a berk, me. It could just be that I prefer to be dominant and that Madlin is no sub. Or that we just didn't "click". Not Madlin's fault at all - just some you win, some you lose, some come out as a draw.
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