(yes long time lurker i know who the female is on the board
here i am booked into a hotel on the 3rd of April im all over adultwork im all over the birmingham escorts sites, and mixed emotions like happy excited n fear
happy/excited because OMG i could have a twenty something smoking hot girl ...... insert imagination lol all over me
fear.. scared of not knowing the scene, fear because ive been with about 10 or so civvies in my life married for 10 with one of them, the fear because the way people review girls was nothing like my once a month initiated sex (by me) with someone pretending to be a sack of spuds.
and the ultimate fear, being married and letting my body go,, my chest is still bigger than my stomach but not by much
so my biggest hang up is am i too fat? i wear 38/40 trousers i look like a podgy power lifter instead of the guy who had a 30 inch waiste before he got married
thank you for anyone who has read this far, if your swearing at my grammer i just had 2 double rum n cokes so got the alcohol confidence to speak here ( btw i will not be drinking if i do have a punt its not somat i would do- only after)
so yea i guess i cant get my head around the fact that i could phone up and arrange an early twenties stunner who wouldnt even look at me in a club/civvie scene,, but whats screwing my head over and this is because of all the reviews i have read,, is i could have a young sexy girl who would apparently perform oral until i popped leave me to recharge then ride me i dunno cowgirl until i popped again..
now i must of had a boring married sex life as the above is what most ppl call vanilla i call a fantasy!?
my heads fried my trip to brum to see a gig at the 02 academy is a week away ..
honestly its because im out of shape is giving me a hangup,, all you if any of you guys that wear 38/40 trousers (if any) do the girls care?