i can sympathise with loads of that even if I rarely get pissed it's occasions when i've been awake for so long i can hardly move a muscle and go to a good massage-pamper wg and just lget my big hard cock fucking adored for an hour and not give her shit in return except the fee.
Pretty much most of the time i'm sober - driving etc. Much better. But just now & again then good to have an evening out / drinks & then have a play. Used to be able to do this in Steam & Sun in the City. Until they got busted / shut down. Now mainly abroad for this type of evening. I do like being lazy & just lie back & let them wank me off for ages. The only upside about not coming is that the next day i just have to go an have a quick half-hour massage & HJ