External Link/Members OnlyComms was great, few mins walk from South Kensington station
Time : 1 hr
Cost : 250 pounds
Ariana is as shown in the picture, a romanian beauty, slim, petite, smooth skin. A 10/10 except for her face which is average for my taste and the breasts are saggy (many positive points for it being natural, cute and soft to hold)
She has a playful energy, is friendly, and handled it quite well when she saw I was not aroused, erect nor interested in fucking her
I went in wanting a massage, give a massage and if I felt it, sure maybe have a lay. But to my great delight, this expensive experiment showed me significant proof that I am demisexual in some sense.
This lady's body is exactly my ideal "type" but without the right context, there is no sexuality to it. A lot of my fomo and sadness about not having sex often went away as I came to terms with how I likely have psychological issues or physical issues to work through before I have a normal sex life. Or maybe I am just like this and that is ok.
I can't enjoy the fruits of being a fuckboy so I do not need to force myself towards such a goal. feels like a relief to let that burden down.
So I cuddled with her, massaged her, sucked on her tits and had a fun time exploring her body and while she was not exactly enthusiastic, she was extremely accommodating. I remember some girls can feed offended if the guy does not get it up? idk I am quite happy with my experience.
I am not sure but I think at some point she tried reaching out to her pimp to try and get me a refund and that felt sweet. But her english was not enough for me to understand what she said.
She has a beautiful tattoo on her arm too which is quite tasteful
I hope I don't keep experimenting like this, so this might be the last review of mine
Take care guys, happy punting
