I cannot work out how saying "something I experienced when I was younger" means child abuse. we all have sexual experiences of when we were younger which depending on this persons age could mean 20, 25, 30, 35 and so on. It doesn't mean ' something I experienced as a child'.
I think the deranged maniac is trying to make up excuses for her very poor behaviour. ringing a clients home and leaving a voicemail is bad enough, leaving a voicemail that shows you are a prossie and have had requests from a man at that number is even worse.
There is no excuse for that. Even if he had been abused as a child that is not a reason for you to try to out him to his wife.
Nothing a client does is an excuse to out him unless he is genuinely dangerous and you were 'outing' him to the police.
However your emails don't even make much sense. They read like the ramblings of a crack head or someone with a mental illness causing manic behaviour. They do not read like a mature 60+ woman. I don't get the need for all the ranting you have done. A client sends you an email request, you go mental, then you track down his details just to out him then come on here and try to blame him?
I suggest you remove roleplay from your profile as if a simple role play request causes all this imagine what a detailed request would incur.
I would also suggest if you are trying to say this is the first time you have done this and it was just because of the email you stop hiding your feedback so others can see what is there. Apart from the odd Lady who has good reasons such as one or two well reviewed girls on here there is never a reason to hide feedback unless you are hiding something