yeah but my old posts will still be there, wont make a difference if i stop posting or not. Iv mentioned my description and previous jobs and in a few instances iv said too much. That's enough to give me away. Im not the sharpest of tools. Maybe its paranoia. fuck it, like you said there are hundreds of failed city wannabe's like myself. For the record iv been clean since last summer. Ill never touch that stuff again and certainly cant with my current wages anyways.
Calm the fuck down as CBpaul says.
It's a natural reaction to pull back and try and run from what you've done...fact is you can't undo what you have written.
Time to think logically and put your actions in to perspective and think about possible impact.
1) If you stop posting your posts will be buried under new posts.
2) To find you an employer would have to be looking at adult sites.
3) it's not illegal
4) we all have a past...lies are told to partners, unless she is the sherlock of mumsnet your future partner won't know.
5) i've read that as a prospective partner we have to pass a number of tests that women put in place...pass those and she'll want to trust you and won't be suspicious.