What is causing the butterflies do you think?
The fact that there could be up to 9 other naked guys there? Or that the girls wont be up to expectations?
Worry about the things you can control, fuck everything else. (Not literally)
It's more the fact that I won't be up to expectations, and although it hasn't happened yet and probably won't I'm worried that I stick out badly being in the wheelchair, while other guys, however they are built and whatever age can do roughly the same shit.
I know with the way LMP is run that everything is cool judgement wise, but I'm always worried that someone might give me the X ray stare and think "WTF". In normal life it's all cool cause you can ignore it, or come back with a comment...bit different when you are naked