I'm inclined to think you're right about the situation I'm in. Before I created this thread I might have taken her out to get some food every now and then, and maybe paid for the Uber to go here and there. I've spent the last two days with her and I've been a lot more reserved with my spending because of the massive amounts of scepticism I received here. Yesterday evening she took me to a restaurant, paid for all of the food (which there was a lot of), paid for the Uber there and back. On top of that she made me a massive breakfast this morning. I literally put nothing forward and thinking back on it now I feel pretty shitty about it. When I initially wrote the thread I just wanted some insight on how people who had been in the same situation as me felt about being with someone who had sex with so many guys but it's quickly turned in to people doubting the authenticity of the girl. My gut says to follow this thing to wherever it leads so I think that's what I'll do.
Hey man, trust your instincts. I was very happy to see a few fellow punters be positive about your situation, and I'd like to do the same. I've been in a similar situation in the past.
I think what you're questioning right now is whether or not you should be separating the intimacy from the sex. You're not crazy to not be jealous of her clients, because I'd imagine she is only providing sex to them rather than intimacy. If she is providing intimacy to her clients, it's likely not the same kind that she provides to you. If you feel like she's giving you more of herself emotionally - that's great. Nurture that and show her the same.
If I can give you any bits of advice (and honestly this isn't going to sound any different than your typical "relationship" advice):
- Communicate like your life depends on it. If you ever begin to get a tinge of jealously, you have to tell her. Don't let it fester, that'll just lead to very fast and deep resentment. People's perspectives and feelings change over time. You shouldn't expect to feel the way you do forever. You both have to be open with your feelings. This is obviously generally harder for men than women, but hey, that's the work you'll have to put in for any relationship to succeed
- Don't revolve your relationship around money. If you're worried about her taking advantage of you and milking you for everything you have, voice that worry to her. Again, communicate and listen to what she has to say. Trust your gut on whether she's being truthful.
- You cannot ever throw the fact that she's a WG in her face. Once it comes up in an argument, I guarantee things are over.
I'm not as old as some of the other guys around here, but I think I can say one thing safely: There are probably only a handful of people that you'll ever encounter in life that you will truly click with. It'll be a person where spending time with them is just "easy," where you feel like you can be with them for hours, days, months and years on end and never be bored. These people don't enter into our lives often. When they do, you better be ready to take a risk, because it's always better to take a risk than to regret. If the relationship ends, it's not a failure. The true failure would be you not trying.
I'm truly happy for you and best of luck!