Can an escort be too hot?
I'm not an attractive bloke and so in civvy life I wouldn't even bother approaching a 9 or a 10. However, if I see an escort that is a 9 or a 10 and I could pay to fuck her, I still find myself thinking "she's too hot".
I will find her attractive and want to book her but something always puts me off.
I don't know if it's a function of poor self esteem or if there's some inbuilt code to not fuck someone waaay out of my league, as if going against nature somehow. Its as if I'm happy going a few notches above my level but not too far.
Does anyone else experience this?
You're letting the "dating" mentality ruin your punting experience. You need to remember one of the joys of punting is hooking up with women we wouldn't normally be able to in civvy life.
I appreciate your concerns about not being an attractive bloke, but remember WGs see all kinds of blokes, young, old, fit, unfit, obese, smelly, etc. They are providing a service for financial remuneration, and thank God they do, otherwise most of us would end up with a life of eternal wanking. The least they care is what we look like.
Just remember, you are booking a WG for your pleasure, enjoy their hotness, enjoy their bodies. To me there's nothing more amazing than a beautiful woman giving you access to her body, so pay her price, be polite and enjoy her.
I guess i just need to man up
I don't think you do. I would be weary of being an "alpha male" (I have serious opinions about alpha males but will leave that for another conversation). Just be comfortable with yourself first, try to find some self confidence. Remember, in civvy world the majority of women are not attracted by looks. You sound like a sensitive guy, nothing wrong with that. Some women like that in men, but let's not deviate, this is not dating, it's punting.
If it makes it easier go punting with not-so-hot girls first then progress to hotter girls as you gain more confidence. Who knows, that may give you confidence with civvy girls too.
Have fun!