Come on now mate, this is really silly. Just admit you fell in love and she hurt you? You gotta move on. If you're as loaded as you say just find somebody else. Take a break, take the family out for dinner. Treat the kids.
You're embarrassing yourself seriously. There are escorts who will read this, it will be here forever.
Damage limitation now, your pain is expressed in your review. You have to understand we're not stupid, many of us have been paying for sex for decades.
What you say isn't making sense. All we see is the pain she has caused you.