External Link/Members OnlyComms: All done via AW, quick, accurate and very offbeat (sometimes a one word answer that made no sense to the conversation)
Location: Easy to find central location in Newcastle.
Price: £20 for 1 hour
Services: Amateur psychotherapy, advice, chat
The WG: Sickly thin, wide eyed and high as a kite, as per photos so no surprises behind the door. Conversation was all over the place.
The Punt: Not really like any other punt I've been on in 30 years but I turned up and spent almost an hour there. After reading way too much on the 'other' TP thread I'd had enough of the romanticising, pure speculation and tittle tattle so I decided to take her up on her offer of a free meet - which turned out to be free chat then paid for sex if it happened.
I was planning to chat to her, establish whether or not any of the speculation was true with my own eyes then fuck her for money if my head said ok. I walked up to the door, heart pounding for obvious reasons - I just didn't have a clue what was about to happen. Door opens, light was on (turns out I got there a little after 'Amst' in the previous review left..) and I saw this sickly thin figure dressed in grey sweatshirt and sweatpants.
She closed the door hard behind me then uttered something about if she had a cock things would be much better for her. She turned and stared at me, it was a wide eyed skeletal stare, my heart was thumping and my head was screaming at me to get out of there.
I stayed.I tried to verbally calm the situation down by asking her how she was feeling (pretty shit was the answer), we sat down. I asked her what she though she could do to improve the situation (grow a cock was her first answer). As we talked more I could see little glimmers of the person she maybe once was, endearing, offbeat, humorous... likeable.
However, most of the time she was mixing up in a fog of mental problems and some kind of drug - there's no doubt she was high as a kite but I'm convinced this was not the sole issue here.
There's been mention in the 'other' thread about her having some sort of business plan to suck punters in etc. Take it from me she doesn't even know what day it is, was or will be.
I'm well travelled, I've lived and worked all over the world and been in many unusual types of situations, with a smorgasbord of different personalities - this one is right up there in my top ten for surreal experiences. I've witnessed the complete unravelling of a fellow human being and it wasn't a pleasant experience.
I could go on but there's no point, you get the picture, this young woman is bottoming out. I tried my very best to guide her to services that could try and help her, support her with her 'condition' (whatever it may be). Whilst she thanked me for that she also said she wouldn't be taking any advice to carry out any of it.
I'd tried everything I could to help her but my hour was now up so I said I had to leave, my parking was only valid for an hour so I really had to go. I left her £20 for her electricity and said goodbye (lights were on so she must've topped up after Amst left her).
She mentioned one thing about this forum: There are at least 2 individuals on here who have been regularly emailing her via AW, goading her to read the thread and comments made about her.
Those individuals will be reading this so here's a message to them: Your actions are facilitating the downward spiral of this individual, I'd respectfully ask you to refrain form contacting her about what is written here as it's having a very negative effect. Please don't have this on your conscience, find something else to do with your time online.
Summary: Unsettling hour spent trying unsuccessfully to help a fellow human from a very deep abyss.
Visit Again?: Sadly, I don't think I'll ever get the chance.
