I'd love to see her again. But unfortunately, it's probably not a good idea to get too attached to anyone you have a paid relationship with, whether it's your care personnel, your boss at the office or yes, an escort. Yes, we can have favourites when it comes to the opposite sex and all, which may be taken out of context if you are outright vocally admitting you are fond of them, but they will sadly move on with their lives. I do think it's easy to get quite interested in people you have a close proximity with, including hookers, provided you don't engage with others socially. I doubt you guys are like this, and I wouldn't judge anyone who was.
I find I get lonely a lot due to being socially inept in a way, and having a soft spot for the wrong sort of people can be problematic. I kind of latched onto my support worker a wee while back, but it's just a job to her to look after me. I was a chancer with one other lady who is also a support worker, so she no longer works with me as I got discontinued from working with her. I have a condition. Won't say any more than that, but you have to watch and not make it obvious you like someone if there are rules and consequences to breaking these rules. So what I'm trying to say is, while I do like Eva, I will be sad when she goes, but life will go on.
