Name not found. Mabe i nerd to take a break from her?
That'll have to be your choice, but I would suggest you might possibly be deluding yourself if you think you have a meaningful 'relationship'. What you probably have is a business relationship where you pay her money to entertain you, and she gets a nice wad of cash in return. The more you feel entertained, the more she'll drag you into the commitment. The internet is littered with tales of guys who have 'fallen for' their companions only to have their dreams shattered. There's always an (infinitesimally slim) possibility that yours will be different, but the overwhelming likelihood is that she'll drag you is as far as she can, fleece you for as much as she can get out of you, tantalise you with glimpses of a great future together, then dump you when a better opportunity comes her way.
Don't be a gullible punter.