I'll take the "young" part as a compliment
As a matter of fact I am unfortunately not that young anymore though.
I am indeed a noob at punting as you have guessed correctly and I'm only expressing a beginner's enthusiasm!
Wondering around with porn-induced fantasies is OK as long as reality remains reality, I know that and probably far too connected with that sentiment.
I know that things won't always go as planned in life and especially in this area, I'm actually scared of going to my first because I think I'm going to get scammed somehow!
Still I don't want to be my old cynical self this time, let there be hope that it can also be ok.
Anyway thanks for your concern it is really appreciated!