When I was young, I thought sex would end by 50, and for me it almost did. At that time, I was in a relationship with a manipulative partner. She allowed me to have only sex when I ‘behaved’, but then, afterwards she was always very critical about my performance. After we broke up, my self confidence was non-existent. I rarely saw ‘Our’ friends and I was having trouble making new ones. I began drinking more than was good for me and work was going badly. In short, I was heading for serious depression.
I did not know much about prostitution, apart from what I read in the press, and thought they were all drug addicts in short skirts, standing at the roadside and probably infected with STDs.
I went on a business trip to Hong Kong. I unexpectedly had a free evening. When came back, from work, there was a very attractive young lady sitting outside my hotel. We smiled at each other and she came over to talk to me. She explained what she did and asked if I wanted to spend time with her. I was shocked, but agreed and took her to my room - $500hk for an hour.
We undressed, took a shower together then to bed. She was very kind to me and for the first time in years I enjoyed sex. By the time we finished, there was a violent storm outside and it was pouring with rain so she asked if she could stay the night - I readily agreed!. We talked a lot, mostly about me, before making love again and going to sleep. In the morning I ordered a room-service breakfast, followed by a final session before I had to go to work.
The night with her boosted my self confidence and began enjoying sex again. After that, life began to get much better for me, socially and at work, and I have been punting on and off since.