Happened with a civvie I know who I didnt reaaaaly fancy even though she was a looker, but we got to a hotel room and I had a few things goin round in my head thinking its not right, she was basically throwing herself at me. Then goes in the bathroom and comes out in some sexy underwear she had in the bag, starts the dancing etc. I was not into it 1 bit for some reason. Got a semi when I turned her round but when we got on the bed i was still thinking it wasnt right, anyway she tried sucking the life out of me, and I had to tell her to stop as the more she tried the more I didnt want it, the slacker i got. Let me try again she said, but nope, I didnt want it.
I wasnt embarrassed or anything but , felt Id done the right thing. ( she was married) and a few issues were going on.
Never happened since, the mind is a powerful tool., Well more powerful then MY TOOL that night anyway
