Right, i have decided tbh. I will go and see her just for sex and to get her out of my system. No chit chat, nothing. This may be once, this may be twice. Or however many times. Problem is, i don't see her just as any other prostitute/escort/whore/hooker. If i really did not care at all i would share the link. So, to get to the point where i am bored or disgusted with how much of a whore she is, i have to screw her and then let others do the same. And then find myself a girlfriend in real life who has not been broken into that many times and is actually a decent girl.
Problem is right now, i am more sexually frustrated from not fucking her as much as i want to rather than any actual emotions for her. If i get bored of her sexually, then presto, i will not care anymore and this will all be a figment of the past.
When i am finished, Socks (as he has been the only one that has been civil on here) will get the link. He will share it with who he wants to share it with. By which time, i will have fucked her enough times already for me to not be hurt in terms of pride.
That is my best offer i am afraid. From which i also hope we can share links to fantastic fucks in the future when i get bored of this girl. It is difficult for me, appreciate that.