Another one to put alongside Mischa / Farah D., Celena / Holly Wonderland and Lilly's Temptations, perhaps. I'm talking burn-out or too-big-for-boots or disillusion or tired and clapped-out pussy, or whatever ... . I knew Ayesha when she had just started, at Blue Ice (in BIRMINGHAM, i.e.) around - I don't know - 6-8 years ago. She was a really good, enthusiastic, performer then; a little on the gobby side but confident, adventurous and all-round brilliant at sex. I've often tried to put myself into the mind-set of someone who is poked for cash, and I guess that, for many of them, it does get to them sooner or later.