This is my last word on this guys. What i did was bloody stupid. It was NOT done with any malice in mind, the girl in question and I had a relationship and she also modelled for me on a paid basis many, many times hence the vids and photos.In no way at all was it revenge porn, she'd probably laugh if she saw it, and I have pics of her on photo sites with her express permission which are much more revealing than the vidcaps I posted her.
Having said that, I was thinking with the wrong part of my body when I posted..... and I'm absolutely mortified that it's blown up. this was totally the wrong forum to post on.
In no way at all are the girls who reported this to blame, they did what they believed in their hearts was right. I want to apologise unreservedly to them, no excuse, no BS from me.... I brought this on my own stupid head.
I can only hope Admin are kind enough to take them down as the self inflicted stress I put myself under is absolutely driving me down into the ground.
I won't be posting on the forum again, I just can't handle the shame and stupidity I feel.