Fair play, you've all made valid points and it's understandable you wouldn't believe me right off the bat, not that I really care about that. This definitely isn't an ego trip, although I notice nobody has actually recommended anyone...
Obviously I was never a big name and none of you have ever seen me on film, I worked at the rough end of the market mostly doing casting shoots for a fledgling northern company which went on to bigger things. As I said, there were many reasons why I stopped pursuing women and I don't regret it one little bit, I mean, have you met women under 30 nowadays? If I'd carried on with those girls, one of them would have pissed off with half my money by now and probably left me in a council flat paying for some shit kid I never wanted. All in all it was a decent decision and I'm now in a much better place to start dabbling again.
Whoever mentioned counselling, yeah you're absolutely right, but you have to consider why I pursued adult work in the first place. That's when counselling really would have been useful, like the overwhelming majority of girls I worked with we've all been victims of something in the past which made us take that route. Ok maybe 20% of them were spoilt little rich girls who just wanted a dirty secret to keep from daddy, but don't be fooled into thinking the other 80% were sane, stable human beings.
Anyway I'm happy enough to answer questions if anyone's interested but that's not why I'm here, and actually I think one of you accidentally hit the nail square on the head- if I end up with a couple more dickheads like that emma x gfe one then yes, there's a very real chance I'll choose to go another 11 years without pussy. Luckily she inspired me to find this site so I can research them better in future, so, do we know any nice, britiish over 30's who might be suitable for my circumstances?
Just for the record, I said I'd stopped shagging women, didn't say anything about easy blow jobs off sleazy trannies :p Desensitization yeah?