It's a part of this business - they come and go. And sometimes it takes bloody time and money to find a good replacement.
Well atm the surrounding area is rife with well reviewed polish girls but they are not going to wait 6 months to a year for me to roll up
Fuck me I may not even be here or in the position to do this in a year I don't plan that far ahead
As for come and go I've lost in life bereavement , socks, ex gf, best friends, lottery lucky dip so I'm pretty immune to loss at this point in my life, I get over it very fucking quickly
Would like a heads up though to get one last decent visit in then back to the drawing board