I have long since forgotten many of the random fucks I had in my younger years so they are automatically out. But what surprised me was that the final four that I have narrowed it down to - none are individuals that I have had the greatest emotional connection to.
Two in my final four are civvies. One was a girl with whom I wished I had seen for longer. One was one that I had something that went on too long - but as a one off I'd go back. Two are SPs but neither a regular, one long since retired who I saw twice and one who I saw a couple of years back when she was in the area but she hasn't returned.
A significant proportion of my punting in recent years has been with TS, but there aren't any there that may hit the final shortlist.
There would have been a couple of civvies that may have been my pick but we never did the deed, just about everything but for various reasons the final act never happened. But maybe thats why I would have had them at the top of my list, and if I had they wouldn't have been there.
