Please recommend someone for me to lose my virginity

[anishgeek]

Hey there, was sorry to see things didn't work out with Gabriela.  Fair play for trying and thanks for leaving us a review.

Hope you don't mind me sharing some more advise...
I've known a few ultra analytical IQ types like yourself in my time, and it still seems likely  the issue is unconscious nerves - not anything to do with "deep conditioning" or "childhood demons".  As said before it may take between about 1 - 20 more attempts. If you go into each punt without much expectation of it being a successful one, then that should take a bit of pressure off.

Maybe you should try a 3rd girl next, perhaps Elsie Rose or one of the other recommendations.  Then try a 2nd go with whichever one you feel most drawn to. They'll be a known quantity then which should help with the nerves. For the 2nd meet book at least an hour, maybe 90 mins. You probably saw, but you can meet the massage girl you went with for a full service session via External Link/Members Only . Though sounds like you had a strong connection with Gabriela if you shot 3 loads back to back straight after. I thought she'd be the sort to take a liking to you.  Funny you should mention finding her intimidating - if you check my first review, I mentioned being a little 'star struck' by her. (And I was almost 50 when I first met her, lol, back when she was also working for a different agency, and went by Anabella). But didnt' see her that way on future visits, yeah she's brilliant in some respects, but below average IQ once you get talking to her, she masks that as she's so intuitive.

Some possibly final points for you:

Dont rush, but dont go so slow that you're still a virgin in your 30s.

As well as ideally going 4 days + without a wank before booking your next session, consider doing some things to boost your testosterone levels the day before the punt - i.e take some moderately heavy excercise, and eat food like e.g. prawns.

If still no joy after 5 more attempts, maybe try having half a pint of beer 30 mins before the punt, as that should dull your analytical side.

If still no joy after 15 attempts, go nuclear and look into Sildenafil (Viagra / blue pills) or Cialis.

And only in the most unlikely event that you're not sorted after 20 or so attempts should you consider options like seeing a psychiatrist (I'm a big believer in mainstream science for most things, but they're not consistently good at helping with this issue.) seeing a sex therapist, or even being stoic about it and going asexual until / unless you happen to find yourself in a loving relationship with an understanding civie lass.

Sorry it's turning into a bit of a mission for you, but I think you'll find it's well worth it in the end. 

Thanks for the advice mate, I really have to leave the uk for now. I'll think over this and plan something. I am pretty sure it's worth all the effort.

[FiveKnuckles]

Anishgeek I asked a question in your Gabrielle review, however to avoid any distractions in the review, let me ask it here.
https://www.ukpunting.com/index.php?topic=358610.msg3693316#msg3693316

This may come across rude/cruel. Perhaps due to your religious/geographical circumstances, you're denying your sexual preference?

I have no experience with what I'm about to say 🏃, have you explored your sexuality fully?  You may get off on female porn but want to receive, for lack of a better word, cock.

Watch some TS porn and see if that gets you going.  You may desire a female form but actually want to do some big man tings behind closed doors?
You can then come back to the UK for a TS experience or find a site to hook up with men. 

You're getting a lot of support and solid advice from the forum.  Keep exploring and things will fall in place. 

[anishgeek]

Anishgeek I asked a question in your Gabrielle review, however to avoid any distractions in the review, let me ask it here.
https://www.ukpunting.com/index.php?topic=358610.msg3693316#msg3693316

This may come across rude/cruel. Perhaps due to your religious/geographical circumstances, you're denying your sexual preference?

I have no experience with what I'm about to say 🏃, have you explored your sexuality fully?  You may get off on female porn but want to receive, for lack of a better word, cock.

Watch some TS porn and see if that gets you going.  You may desire a female form but actually want to do some big man tings behind closed doors?
You can then come back to the UK for a TS experience or find a site to hook up with men. 

You're getting a lot of support and solid advice from the forum.  Keep exploring and things will fall in place. 

Oh sorry I replied there before I saw this sorry. You can continue the thread here if you want.