Aline (VS) - Tooting Broadway

[Payyourwaymate]

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Comms and Location: Called up, usual place.

Price paid and Services: £70 for 30mins. OW and positions.

Looks: The body pictures are not reflective, forget about it. Facewise is about 75-80% reflective. 5ft2 ish brazilian woman, early 30s I reckon. B cup tits. Cheeks are present but not a bubble. I would say she is chubby size 12 upper body and 14 lower body. She was not my type at all to be honest. However, I really needed to buss a nut and wanking was not helping so just thought yes she will do. The efficacy of wanking for me is dropping. I feel my day of reckoning is coming that wanking will be obsolete for me. I need to make haste and get the cashflow to bankroll the hunger before it reaches a point that consumes me, I can see already it's only a matter of time before I ditch wanking, I probs have 2 years of wanking left LOL. So far all is good.... I'm not sure if it's just me, but does anyone feel like the hunger to clap cheeks/have sex is like an insatiable urge? I can control it to a good degree but it's a bit concerning sometimes. It just won't leave me alone. I have not reached the point of being a sex addict, I have full control at the moment but my awareness of this is just heightened now that wanking is slowly failing me 😰😰😰.

Session: Friendly and smiley, does not really speak english. Started with OW, average technique but good effort. Started with squatting CG with good gusto, progressed to CG with good body to body contact. She started kissing on my neck, cheeks and progressed to nibbling on my ear and I was thinking oh no wait what is she on. She then fully tounged down my ear and the sensation gave me horrible chills. My face contorted and my boner damn near died. My whole body stiffened up I was thinking WFT was that?. She apologised, I laughed it off and she went back to OW before going into mish where she had good rotary technique, could take dick well with good body to body contact and decent eye contact. Moved onto open legged doggy where she took dick with no probs, she did not throw the cheeks back though. Progressed to open legged prone for a bit before she went back to OW for a bit, finished in closed legged prone with alternating paces and left satisfied.

It's a positive as she was submissive, enthusiastic and friendly. She's not a looker for me though so I guess that balances it out.

Pics are attached. Only the face shots, the body shots are not reflective. I think they were her in her 20s. 

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[Payyourwaymate]

Sometimes I feel like this.

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[Mario7769]

I was thinking about the same thing the other day as well...

Especially in this era, it's particularly dangerous to have a "ravenous" hunger for sex as a man... I have the same problem, and with wanking as well... I'm actually in the middle of dealing with a situation involving someone I was in a... situationship with who's 3 weeks pregnant and is having a medically induced abortion (via a pill) this week. And, like you, she wasn't particularly my type, but I had the opportunity, and she was mutually interested. I do worry and wish I wasn't so horny some times too. It hasn't really ever felt ultimately like anything other than a burden in many more cases than I'd like. I'd rather just be fit, healthy with normal test levels but never horny or at least able to remove the urge at will.

Another thing that makes it so much more concerning is when you look at so many womens' attitudes towards men in general and their "hatred" for sex in the general sense. It kind of feels like a weirdly very one sided desire.

[Payyourwaymate]

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I was thinking about the same thing the other day as well...

Especially in this era, it's particularly dangerous to have a "ravenous" hunger for sex as a man... I have the same problem, and with wanking as well... I'm actually in the middle of dealing with a situation involving someone I was in a... situationship with who's 3 weeks pregnant and is having a medically induced abortion (via a pill) this week. And, like you, she wasn't particularly my type, but I had the opportunity, and she was mutually interested. I do worry and wish I wasn't so horny some times too. It hasn't really ever felt ultimately like anything other than a burden in many more cases than I'd like. I'd rather just be fit, healthy with normal test levels but never horny or at least able to remove the urge at will.

Another thing that makes it so much more concerning is when you look at so many womens' attitudes towards men in general and their "hatred" for sex in the general sense. It kind of feels like a weirdly very one sided desire.

Man, it's long sometimes. It's like Bill Burr said when you have a voice that says "Do it do it fuck it do it" and it just pops out of nowhere lol. Either way we still have to control it somehow or try to. Women would never understand, they have no where near the same amount of testesterone we do to understand what it feels like to be constantly be bombarded with stimuli alongside having the urges that you have to control. It's a constant battle of will  .

I have no idea how some men do No Fap. I tried years ago when I was early 20s and could never make it past 2 weeks. My whole thought process would get messed up. I can understand Monks as they are effectively shielded away from stimuli which would give them the urges but it feels like to do No fap you have to sacrifice something which does not really allow a balance. I think the main issue is attaining balance, the problem is when do you know you are at a safe point where you can function normally, still have a relative grasp of your urges to indulge in without falling prone to making decisions which may impact one in a negative manner short or long term.  This shit is how men end up stuck with women they don't want to deal with etc. With punting alot of it can be averted but the potential financial detriment is one variable that cannot be ignored. With civvys it time, emotional, financial and even potential life altering consequences that come from not being in full control as you mentioned.

We'll get through this. We just have to persist to attain balance, like yin and yang lol.

[Prince]

sex drive is like being chained to a rabied dog. Its wasted a lot of my time.

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[SpaceRaiderDave]

I'm now in my mid 60's and my sex drive is higher than ever and like the op I am fearing it has started to take over my life and too much money and time is spent on it.

I put the significant increase down to being retired and having time plus opportunities. I had a high pressurwe job so when working I'd have much less opportunities and career, sport and regular wanking were my outlets

[Payyourwaymate]

I'm now in my mid 60's and my sex drive is higher than ever and like the op I am fearing it has started to take over my life and too much money and time is spent on it.

I put the significant increase down to being retired and having time plus opportunities. I had a high pressurwe job so when working I'd have much less opportunities and career, sport and regular wanking were my outlets

Oh no. I would have thought it would decrease as one gets older. Shit, that's not good. Financially I'm fine and I think I still retain a dominant control over my urges, but I wonder what will happen if I slip up and get consumed and spend too much; which is part of the reason why I can never allow myself go anywhere close to broke. Going back to having minimal to no control over my sex life where me having sex is primarily in the hands the other party saying yes is a real horror, that can leave one open to manipulation, I can never allow that either  . Dealing with these urges is not really something that you casually go to someone woops, I've become consumed by sexual urges, what do you think I should do? It feels like more a personal conflict you can only deal with alone.

Times in the past I mentally had to put willpower aside to fight the urges and it felt like I used energy to maintain the resistance, so much so that I could not do much else, which is the prime reason no fap would never work for me. Hopefully you can find a balance aswell  . 

Truth be told, barely anyone even talks about it on this forum either now I think about it. It's more like, I'm fucking all these women, I'm having a wonderful time  . That's fine too but there's really two sides, well... for me anyway. I mean having sex with lots of women is great but was never my intention, it was and still is mainly driven by a physical compulsion. I think I'm guilty of being too pensive in some of my reviews and going into monologues sometimes. Oh well.

[SpaceRaiderDave]

..........Dealing with these urges is not really something that you casually go to someone woops, I've become consumed by sexual urges, what do you think I should do? It feels like more a personal conflict you can only deal with alone.

I think the reasons for us being involved in this hobby are many and complex so it would require either an expert or some serious self analysis to resolve. As long as I have the budget to indulge I'll be happy and put up with any small negatives

[PumpDump]

Interesting discussion guys, would be great to have a dedicated thread else about it.

[Prince]

I'm now in my mid 60's and my sex drive is higher than ever and like the op I am fearing it has started to take over my life and too much money and time is spent on it.

I put the significant increase down to being retired and having time plus opportunities. I had a high pressurwe job so when working I'd have much less opportunities and career, sport and regular wanking were my outlets

I invest in bitcoin. If the market is up I get more sex. In a bear market than nothing.
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[Mario7769]

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Man, it's long sometimes. It's like Bill Burr said when you have a voice that says "Do it do it fuck it do it" and it just pops out of nowhere lol. Either way we still have to control it somehow or try to. Women would never understand, they have no where near the same amount of testesterone we do to understand what it feels like to be constantly be bombarded with stimuli alongside having the urges that you have to control. It's a constant battle of will  .

I have no idea how some men do No Fap. I tried years ago when I was early 20s and could never make it past 2 weeks. My whole thought process would get messed up. I can understand Monks as they are effectively shielded away from stimuli which would give them the urges but it feels like to do No fap you have to sacrifice something which does not really allow a balance. I think the main issue is attaining balance, the problem is when do you know you are at a safe point where you can function normally, still have a relative grasp of your urges to indulge in without falling prone to making decisions which may impact one in a negative manner short or long term.  This shit is how men end up stuck with women they don't want to deal with etc. With punting alot of it can be averted but the potential financial detriment is one variable that cannot be ignored. With civvys it time, emotional, financial and even potential life altering consequences that come from not being in full control as you mentioned.

We'll get through this. We just have to persist to attain balance, like yin and yang lol.

The "do it, fuck it, do it" is what I see when I see so many guys review and say "not my type at all, had a horrible smelling pussy, saggy tits, didn't look like her pictures. Anyway, after I came in the bag..."

It always hits hard reading those reviews. Because every time I've found myself talking to/entertaining women who were just not worth the time, it hits home that much harder. My most successful no faps have been when I've been on single holidays (on my own), and wasn't particularly trying to get laid. And the longest was 2 weeks. I think a lot it can be down to routine IMO.

[Payyourwaymate]

The "do it, fuck it, do it" is what I see when I see so many guys review and say "not my type at all, had a horrible smelling pussy, saggy tits, didn't look like her pictures. Anyway, after I came in the bag..."

It always hits hard reading those reviews. Because every time I've found myself talking to/entertaining women who were just not worth the time, it hits home that much harder. My most successful no faps have been when I've been on single holidays (on my own), and wasn't particularly trying to get laid. And the longest was 2 weeks. I think a lot it can be down to routine IMO.

  I know what you mean man. I think the only time went I was not concerned about bussing nuts was when I was so busy the tiredness surpassed the horniness. I agree, routine can play a big part. I remember when I had too much time and was not doing much, I noticed the horniness taking over and before you know it, "do it do it fuck it do it"  . Self awareness and honest inward reflection is key to control aswell. I think awareness is the first step towards gaining control, it's not possible to gain control over something one does not fully understand.