It's 17 weeks since my last encounter with Miki at Coco's place in St John's Wood; she said she would be back there on 4th May and I penciled it in my diary as something to look forward to. Alas it never happened, and may not now ever. This is the longest lay off I've had since doing a years celibacy a couple of decades ago. Part of me doesn't want to pick up the reins again, it would be good to break the habit, and it is a habit I was spending £240+ a week, plus running costs. Another part is keen to get stuck in again, but realistically at my age, without a covid vaccine on the horizon, its going to be like Russian roulette for the foreseeable future, so maybe the decision has already been made for me.
In the meantime I've started checking eBay for one of those old Pifco electric plug in massagers from the 1960/70's, noisy but fearfully powerful, just the thing for when the right hand gets tired.