i was absolutely gutted as i have not seen her for 4 wks ..
I had to point out that I know her well and you have not seen her that much so no need to be gutted. she would be horrified if she found out you felt this way about her as she is professional and does not get attached to her clients.
If you tell me what day she cancelled I can probably tell you why. she worked Tuesday wednesday and Thursday but had Monday and Friday off. If you were cancelled Monday or Friday it is because she was working but if you were cancelled on Tuesday Wednesday or Thursday then she probably decided to see someone else instead as she does not double book so would have cancelled you. She is very busy on the days she does work
It is also not appropriate for you to jump on her as soon as you walk through the door and this would not be appreciated by her at all