I'm starting to get bored of punting. I only see girls that are way out of my league, so it's not because the girls are boring. When I started seeing Escorts, it was all about the thrill, the secrecy, and fondling with someone I would never have a chance with in real-life. It's not because I do it too much; I only ever see Escorts, maybe, once every two months.
After I walk out, the 'buzz' of it all dies quickly, and I'm left feeling kind of empty... I feel like I just wasted my money, and I could've spent it on something more worthwhile, something that would've lasted longer. I also feel like I could've just stayed home, and jerked off to my favourite porno-sluts without having to go anywhere or spend anything.
And every Escort meet is starting to feel the same; kissing/French-kissing tastes/feels the same, certain positions feel the same etc. Nothing feels new or special anymore. I guess that, at least I have 'lived'; I've shared great moments with several amazing-looking women. (I don't even know where I'm going with this anymore
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