No such thing as giving it up, you may lose the lust for it now and again for what ever reason, but your a man, and men look at woman every day and think if only , I'd shag the arse off her, you now have the key to the hidden, shag a girl any day of the week chest, sooner or latter you will browse AW when your horny and you know it's only a phone call away, and you have none of the nerves and hang ups of a non punter, you'll ring that number sooner or later, you've crossed the line, so just accept it and dip in and out when the fancy takes you, and accept your fate as a life long punter. I have , it's liberating.