I went through a period when sex became formulaic and I found I was watching more and more porn. The more I watched the more it became ‘harder’ in content, from simple sensuous BJs to face-fucking etc. I know this is a fairly common syndrome but it still worried me at the time. It got to the point where I was just bored with the whole thing.
Then my SO started having some problems with any kind of penetrative sex, partly physical but mostly psychological stuff. We stopped having any kind of intimate relationship at all. It screwed me up a little psychologically as well but I’d more or less decided to live with it and was handling it pretty well. I had more or less decided to ‘retire’ at this stage (late 50’s).
My whole outlook changed when I was directly involved in a horrific death of someone very close to me. I was diagnosed with PTSD and was in therapy for nearly 18 months. You never really ‘recover’ from this but I’m mostly able to accept it now.
What it did do was change my perspective on life and thoughts about my sexual future. After months of indecision I decided to risk a visit to an SP. I was as nervous as hell but she soon calmed me down and I had an amazing time.
Since then I’ve seen 11 different girls, white, black, EE, Brazilian, Chinese, Thai etc. I’ve tried things I’d never before experienced (being tied & teased was a revelation!) and I still have a list of things I want to try whilst I can.
I’m now able to last longer than I ever did when I was a youngster, I can, to a degree, control my climax and change things around to make sure I only come when I’m ready. Maybe strange but I feel that, in my early 60’s I’m at a peak of my sexual activities. I should add that this is in terms of my personal ‘abilities’ and enjoyment - I try very hard to have mutual pleasure sessions but my own stimulation and enjoyment is, ultimately, paramount here.
My summary of all this is that I absolutely felt that I’d hit the retirement phase but the potential to see girls I would never have been able to in civvy-land and to simply try entirely new things has totally revitalised me. It’s entirely possible that I’ll get jaded of the punting world in the future but I will always know there are new opportunities out there for, hopefully, many years to come.