And a long time dead, so after about 6 years of the o h no show, I made a deliberate calculated move to have sex, only realy wanted to have it once to get the shit out of my head, but you guys know what it's like. Once I'd done it I thought I'd have cleared my head and got on with life ! But no, once you've crossed that line there's no going back, young polish girl can't be unfucked and I couldn't believe how easy it is to go shag girls younger than my daughters . Then you realise you can fuck stunners of any age , colour, size . porn stars, milfs, you can do c I m, anal, 3sums, party's, gang bangs . Holy shit , I've done things in the last 12 months I'd been wanking over for 45 fucking years and have no intention of stopping while my heart beats and I've got the money. But there is a massive downside to all this and that is I can't tell anyone about it and that kills me but still , can't have everything but it truly is the best of times, just wish I'd started years ago.